Inspire me .

Heyy peoples.

2010-02-25T13:16:00.001-08:00

Oo, me not blogging a lot is kinda horrible. So sorry for that. Anyway a lot has happened in my life.
A lot of drama that is. Drama i didn't like, but i learned from it. well, uhm. life has been great away from tha drama.

SORRY but i gotta go. i'm doing this at school and its time to goo. so peace! (: ill try to blog more often.

New Years Resolution.

2009-12-28T17:56:00.000-08:00

So New Years is almost here. && I'm going to set some goals for myself. I want to change myself for tha up coming year in many ways such as . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

* Get braces.

* Stop Cursing.

* Loose some weight .

* Maybe get contacts.

* Continue to get straight As.

* Change my style somewhat,

* Learn how to do my makeup much better.

* Try and be friends with the people i lost.

* Find someone actually worth my time.

* Stay friends with the friends i haven't lost.

* Get better at blogging.

* Get better at playing the flute.

* Not judge people so much.
[ I honestly do judge people before i even know them, & that isn't a good thing I'm and going to try my hardest not to judge people anymore]

* Get better at sports.

* Hang out with friends more often.

* Get better at everything i do.

(: Those are my New Years Resolution.
So far. Hehe,

Happy New Year! Let's make 2010 another awesome year!

Christmas.

2009-12-25T20:33:00.000-08:00

Today is Christmas. On Christmas most people expect presents to be given to them. That isn't really the true meaning of Christmas. The true meaning of Christmas is celebrate that Jesus was born. Also opening our hearts up to one another, but that doesn't mean we have to give presents. I just want people to remember that Christmas isn't just about receiving something. So next time you don't have a lot of presents or none at all just remember that Christmas is about Jesus being born. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

Top 5

2009-12-17T21:46:00.000-08:00

Just a little update on my personal life. My dance group for school made it into tha top 5! Yay! That means that we get to perform in front of tha whole school. I'm kinda scared and excited at tha same time.
:D

Passing.

2009-12-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

This year has gone by so fast that i don't even remember everything i did this year like i usually would. Last thing i remember from tha beginning of the year was when i was shopping with my cousins at tha most amazing mall ever! Now it's December and the year is about to end. Through out this year not everything has gone the way i planned, but it seems like it all worked out for the best. It didn't seem like that at tha time but now as tha year is coming to an end I've noticed that by not doing certain things, and doing other things has brought me things i would have no imagined id gain. What i mean to say in this post is that i don't really regret anything that I've done this year. Just lessons learned. I'm sure you might think its bullshitt of how i would say i don't have any regrets but i kinda do and don't. When i think about it i like to put in my head that i only have one life to live. So I'm going to live it to tha fullest. I try to not to look into tha past and compare it to my present. I also don't try to look back at tha people that didn't make it to my present. The regrets i have i look into them and thing about what i did wrong and then i learn from it. I don't know if this post really made sense but oh well. (:

Whats tha difference?

2009-12-11T17:49:00.000-08:00

Could someone explain to me tha difference between Coca-Cola and Pepsi? I mean like other than tha names. What is different about them? They taste pretty much tha same to mee.

Comment me and tell me what you think. Or what you have to say. Thanks (:

Drama.

2009-12-10T19:53:00.000-08:00

Now i know we all have drama in our lives at some point. Sometimes you don't then sometimes you do. Drama can get out of hand very quickly, trust me been there done that . :P There have been some point where drama wasn't really needed. Or that you never even had to be involved. The best thing to do is to stay away from it. You'll probably have more fun without it because there won't be so much to worry about. If nothing has to deal with you then just walk away from what ever is happening. If it does have to deal with you, just try to brush it off.

Today in school something bad happened, this guy almost broke his head open because of something very stupid in my opinion. He called this guy fat, and you know how that goes. Some people just don't let that go. Therefore a fight broke out. If you think about it. Yeah i understand that you would get angry if someone called you fat, but do you really have to fight about it? As i said in another post i had who gives a crap about what people think of you. Its easier said than done, but when you put that into your mind it actually works. What you think of yourself matters tha most. The person being called fat could have either, told a teacher. Walk away, or tell tha person to stop. If tha person would have done that it would have been not as bad.

Drama brings out tha worst in people. I've seen it myself. Even people that you think are soo good and wonderful could be one of those people that are very serious about that drama they have on their hand, and don't "play". I think of drama as something that will always come in my life no matter what. I can't hide from it, though i can try to stay out of it as much as possible. If i do end up in drama i either, just don't really put it in my mind if its nothing that serious. Walk away from it. I would surround myself with people that make me laugh and forget about tha problems i have. I try not to pull myself into things that don't involve me. I'm sure many other people do too. For sure half of them DO get pulled in. When you do, you can give advice about what to do with tha problem, or tell you friend to brush it off.

Just remember you'll always have drama in your life. It's just your choice of how you'll handle it.

Friends.

2009-12-06T11:28:00.000-08:00

've been gone for awhile sorry. Even though i haven't blogged many things have happened in my life some good and bad. Through out this year i have learned things. I have lost friends & made new ones. In the end everything seems to workout for the best. One of the things I've learned through out this year is my real friends from my fake friends so here it goes.

We all have those friends that are "2 faced". Though when you first meet them they don't seem that way. 2 faced people are those kinds of people that talk behind their so called "friends" back.

Then when they are caught they would of course lie. I didn't realize how many people i had like that in my life. I don't regret losing them in my life. Neither do i regret meeting them. Having them in my life has brought me to where i am today. Without them maybe i wouldn't have meet the people that have made my life more wonderful now. For me losing one friend meant gaining another one. So far the ones i have gained has showed me that they aren't gonna go behind my back, which is a good thing. Most of the "friends" that i have lost I'm not very sad about because they were 2 faced or fake. I'm sure many of you guys have heard the sayings like "Life is to short for regrets", "Love the people that treat you right, Forget theones that don't". "There are reasons why they didn't make it to your future." Etc. When i think about those quotes in my head i feel better about myself. When i am down from losing a friend i think about that it's okay, so i may had good times with that person which has made me happy, but there are reasons why they didn't make it in my life now and I'm fine with that. When i think about it over and over again in my head i feel better. Another thing i think about is the Real friends ihave. The friends that have always been there from the start with you & through out everything they were always there. Even if you did things they were against they supported you. Maybe one of the friends you have gained from losing a friend might end up being one of your real friends. That's why finding out if your friends are fake has its ups and downs.. Though you must remember you can never have to many friends. Though you can only have very few REAL friends.

Heh. (:

2009-08-11T15:56:00.000-07:00

Alrighty, I haven't posted in a long while once again. Sorry. Tha reason for that is because Ive been really busy with other things on tha computer like games. Which i dont do. Hah. Well anyway. This will be just a small post tha next one will be long. So (:

Well, well.

2009-07-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

The picture to "Well, well."
[Just wanted to see how it looks like this.]

Well, well.

2009-07-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

Wow last time i talked about anything was June 4th. Really far from now so id like to say sorry for who ever reads mah blog and has been waiting for a new post to be typed down. June 4th i was still in school meaning its now summer that I'm making a new post, and that school is about to start again.

Anyways. Tha topic might be all mixed up from what has happened over mah summer and things i have learned over it. So hope you like it. Well love :P.

Mah summer has gone somewhat fast. Though i must say it has been fun. Ive been with mah cousins that i haven't been with since last year and bonded with one that i would have never thought i would bond with. Which really makes meh happy. Another thing is that i started talking to another one of mah cousins more than just tha words hi, bye, good morning, good night. We talked. In a cousin matter. (: Its taken awhile for meh to bond with mah cousins i guess you would say. I probably wouldn't have even imagined bonding with both of mah cousins from new york. I'm happy i did though.

WOW. THIS. JUST. BLEW. MAH. MINE!

Did you know you AREN'T allowed to sit at a bar unless your 21 and over. Even if you NOT drinking. And your just talking to friends and family. Well i didn't. Now i do. But wow when i sat on tha bar chair and tha dude said i couldn't sit there unless i was 21 i think mah face said OMG WHATTTT?! But yeauh. Charlene gave meh tha idea to blog about this so *claps* for you. :D

So yeauh. This post was just a little update. And sorry for not posting in awhile.

BOREDUM HAS HIT!

2009-06-04T18:28:00.000-07:00

Gahh, it isn't fun being bored. You have NOTHING to do! Boredum hits everyone, and i bet no one likes being bored not even meh. During school i get bored. When i guess I'm not supposed to be. ;p There are many times people get bored, when they are sitting, standing, even watching a movie! You can get bored anytime of tha day!

ITS INSANEIUM DAWG! LOL.

One time i was at school just sitting and i started going crazy because i was sooo boreeddd. :( Tha worst thing is that mah phone had no bars. So i couldn't text anyone. I started moving around a lot. I needed to scream badly. Well, speaking of school I'm at school right now typing this down. [not typing in mah blog its blocked. and i don't know why.. so i have to post this later] :) I'm sitting at a table with mah frans Karson, Ahmari, and Quintin. :) I'm guessing this blog post is going to be about random things. So, time to be randommmmm! We just did tha talent show. I must say i did pretty awesome. Just like some others. :D This person started to sing this song and then i started to day dream. XD

About what would happen if tha guy i like was there watching meh.

Id be scared and happy at tha same time. [we perform twice. One for tha little people then one for tha grown ups and big kids.] Anyway yeah, now im sitting next to karson. XD I dont find this blog post very stunning. But dont worry when i get home i will blog about something interesting. Though i need a topic. I guess by tha time i get home i will have something to blog about....umm id like people reading this to give meh ideas for things to blog about. Sometimes i dont know what to blog about thats why i dont vlog sometimes. Well ima brain storm.....

I'M SUPER UPER DUPER SORRY IF YOU DID'NT LIKE THIS BLOG POST! I WILL TRY NOT TO DO POSTS LIKE THIS IF YOU DISLIKE IT.

[if you dislike or like it comment and ill see what i can do. Its somewhat like a vote. :)]

(yays already got a topic from mah teacher.)

How careless.

2009-06-03T18:31:00.000-07:00

[sorry for all tha font changing.]

I find it better to keep your "love" feelings to yourself. They get you into all of crap or they just make you somewhat sad. Some people aren't worth tha sadness. Psh, they aren't even worth liking if they make you sad and you guys are just friends. SOME guys are careless about girls and it pisses meh off. They don't give a dip shit when girls tell them they like them or something like that, some of them think its a time to play with there feelings make fun of them. Well NO it isn't. You do that crap shit you wont get a damn girlfriend. Its not nice being MEAN to girls, ahah yeah you guys doods dudes may laugh at us girls because you made fun of us and made of feel bad. NO, i for one will not let a boy make meh sad anymore. I don't take that crap anymore. That's why I'm careful for who i tell who i like to. [did that make sense?] anyway yeah this post is made out of anger, which i think is bad but ohh well it made meh feel better. :)

Dont ever let...

2009-06-02T18:41:00.000-07:00

ANYONE take away YOU DREAMS. If you want to do something in life then do it. Dont let anyone stop you from pursuing your dream. They dont have tha right. Unless your dream is to do something like killing yourself... then they can take your dream away, you shouldnt be suicidal. Anyway you should follow your dream always and do good in school so you can pursue that dream of yours. (: Ill tell you now if you dont put your mind to pursuing your dream you may never. Work hard to pursue your dream, dont let it slip through your fingers. Your dreams or dream can be taken away so easily just like blinking. Psh it could be gone in a blink of an eye. All because you didnt work hard in school, or you did something stupid in school.

Dreams are tha reason why i work hard in school. Also making mah parents proud of meh. Pursuing mah dreams mean tha world to meh. No one can make mah dreams come true unless i do mah part in making it come true.

Yeah, people will help meh along tha way but its hard just getting to that part where you are about to pursue your dream. The one you've wanted for tha longest. If you dont work hard in school now, you wont get very far in tha real world. If you have all F's on your report card and you want to become a Doctor um NO they wont accept someone with all F's you might kill someone. Maybe you are smart but to lazy to do any work thats gonna hurt you from making your dream come true. So...........................................

DONT BE LAZY IN SCHOOL DO YOUR HOMEWORK AND WORK HARD! :)

Pursue YOUR dream. :)

It makes meh feel safe. :D

2009-06-01T18:41:00.000-07:00

I love it how tha Saxophones sound with tha Flutes, it sounds so amazing. To meh at least. I mean tha flutes kinda tune them down. In a way. :) How in tha world will i know? Gee, prolly because im in band that's how i know! Ive talked about being in band in mah Band Geek post. [check it out.] Anyway when tha flutes were playing a section solo we sounded loud, and then tha saxophones came in and toned us down. So did tha flutes to them.

I think everyone in tha band tones down another instrument different from their own.

Which i find pretty awesome. One thing that meh and mah cousin noticed because we are both in band is that there are a lot of CLARINETS! No offence to them though. All I'm saying is that there are a lot of clarinet players. Its like they never leave band. ;p Well, to them i guess band is important just as it is to meh, and probably many other band players. Ahah, i kinda got off track about how tha saxophones makes meh feel safe when they are playing with tha flutes so lets get back to that.

I just L O V E how they play. And there is this one dude that plays just swell and hes in tha saxophone section. <3 He plays in tha band im in..[dont ask who.]

I think if i were to pick a section to play with it would be tha saxophones. They play awesome and I REALLY JUST LOVE HOW THEY SOUND WITH THA FLUTES.

It makes meh go CRAZY.

Now, lets talk about something else other than tha saxophones and tha flutes sounding stunning together. :) Being at band is just out of this world. Ahah, just hearing tha music is just worth being there and knowing that you are playing it is an incredible feeling. That's how i feel sometimes, and then i start to smile when I'm playing then i mess up. Hehe. I'm glad I'm in band, i haven't missed a day so that means that i have perfect attendance. XD I got a pin saying that for band. I find that pretty awesome. I tried not to miss band even if i had to wake up so freaken early, but it was all worth it.

[bands over for now. until next year] :)

Ahah, this must have to be mah favorite topic.

2009-06-01T15:29:00.000-07:00

Well, you should know what this post is going to be about......teachers! [Hehe new font like?] Yes, tha same teacher that makes meh ANGRY made meh angry today with her. I mean really can she give meh a break?? Seriously I'm tired of her crap. Anyway what she did today was

yell and stick her stupid eyes

out all because some of tha safety patrols were talking in tha hall way. Noisy. Yeah i mean we were loud but jeez, when some of tha teachers talk and there are just 3 or them they sound like a crowd of kids!And what would you expect from a group of kids walking down tha hallway with no teachers? To stay quiet? No, we would talk but at least we weren't screaming like some of teachers do. Even though they AREN'T SUPPOSED TO! Well i mean i cant be furious with her because classes were going on and that is tha reason she was mad i guess, but give us [the kids] a break

she acts like its tha end of tha world if we mess up!NO1ISPERFECT

She needs a vacation on some real shiz. I don't think she gets out much. And she REALLY NEEDS TO! Gosh, i mean yeah i wont blame her if she pisses meh off only a few times a year, but no! She has to piss meh off whenever she sees meh. And tha thing i hate tha most that some teachers do is blame tha students for not doing something or knowing something! I mean are you serious?! I really wish that we could punish them or make them not have lunch with their friends because they didn't know something of didn't do something. Like if they didn't do their work or something then i understand but like today mah friend didn't hold tha door, because some people don't like holding doors or they just don't want to. Well anyway he didn't hold tha door and this supervisor got mad at him and told him he should have held tha door. Then she made him sit off to tha side and eat his lunch alone. Jeez, i seriously think that some teachers punish students for a stupidest reasons. Its close to tha end of tha year and some of tha teachers are acting like we are gonna do some stupid shit.

[some of us might but not all] but could they at least not be so uptight and let kids have fun. Meaning not do work. Talk to friends. etc.

If any staff people that go to tha school i go to are reading this, i know you guys don't want us kids to get hurt during school but really? Just punish tha people that WILL do stupid shiz and not tha students that wont. And take some advice from what I'm complaining about, because i KNOW a lot of students that have tha same problem.

END OF SCHOOL IS IN LIKE 9 DAYS. FUN??

I feel that i haven't..

2009-06-01T15:20:00.000-07:00

blogged so swell. :( I mean yeah, i guess i blog about interesting things [well to meh at least], but tha way that mah blog looks and tha way i type it doesn't seem stunning. [hehe mah cousin likes that word] Anyway, from this day forward with all of mah blog posts I'm going to try to make them look awesome like. XD Hopefully i can, and WILL. I'm will try different fonts in different parts of tha post. And different colors, and put more things into one post, also MORE pictures. Though I'm not going to do that for this post. I will do it for tha one after this one. So i hope who ever is reading this will find tha rest of mah blog with all tha changing......amazing STILL. :D

Respect.

2009-05-31T21:08:00.000-07:00

Okay, so i know i do alot of mah blog post about teachers and how some of them annoy tha freaken crap outta me. So now i want to do a blog about teachers that i respect. I respect tha teacher i have now, mah LRC teacher, mah deans, secretaries, and some other teachers. Tha reason WHY i respect them is because they actually FOLLOW THA DAYUM RULES THEY FREAKEN MAKE! OR HAVE! Yeah, once in awhile they don't follow it but most of tha time they do. UNLIKE OTHER TEACHERS! *AHEM* Anyway some of tha teachers i respect can be annoying, just as much as tha ones i HATE but they follow what they say. They don't say it then NOT follow it. Which meaning for meh i respect them for that. Or they are just nice :) So yeah, i don't have much to say about tha teachers that don't annoy tha crap about meh because there isn't much TO say. Just that they have mah respect, for tha reasons i have typed. ;p

Year of tha OX! (1997)

2009-05-30T14:53:00.000-07:00

Hah, guess what!? This year is tha year of tha ox meaning if you were born in 1997 this is YOUR year. XD. Well, i got a picture thing that says tha "YEAR OF THE OX" and says things about tha people that were born in 1997 and what tha year will bring or something so here it is "THOSE BORN IN THE YEAR OF THE OX EMBODY PROSPERITY THROUGH FORTITUDE AND IDIVIDVAL HARD WORK. DEPENDABLE, CLAM, AND MODEST, THE OX IS UNSWERVING PATIENT, TIRELESS IN THEIR EFFORTS, AND POSSESSES AN INNATE ABILITY TO ACHIEVE GREAT THINGS. OX PEOPLE NEVER STRAY FROM THEIR CHOSEN PATH. MOST COMPATIVLE WITH: ROOSTER, RAT, SNAKE. LEAST COMPATIBLE WITH: SHEEP" That is what tha picture said. So there your go. And yes, i was born in 1997.

"Banging" [sex]

2009-05-16T19:43:00.000-07:00

Sex is becoming a "popular" thing for teens for some reason that i don't know. But why? Why do you have to "bang" someone?? How come not save it for someone that you really love and that your MARRIED to? Anyway, there isn't really any point of banging anyone when you are a teenager. You should just really think about school, because if you fuck up now your life will be hell when you are grown up. And if you are not gonna stop banging well then at least use protection! Be SMART about what you do! As you can see you see a lot of teenagers with babies.
Do you think that they are having fun? I mean like they cant go with there friends and hang out. They have to stay home because they cant move much. So, if you now see it isn't fun having a baby at a young age. You have to deal with a lot of shiz. And if you don't have a good education you cant really get into a good job, and i learned if you don't even have a high school diploma you cant get into any job really. Which is bad. Even MORE if you have a baby. Oh yeah don't rely on those TV things when they are like call us now we will help you and stuff. IF YOU DO GOOD IN SCHOOL THA FREAKEN FIRST TIME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO CALL THEM! YOU WOULD HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL! SO, if you just want to have a happy life when you grow up or when growing up don't be a dumb ass when you are in school. You need certain things to get into a certain job. Um, i think i kinda got off track about tha sex things so. DON'T HAVE SEX! HAVE IT WHEN YOU ARE LIKE MARRIED! Btw, i haven't gone through any of this. Ive seen it....Not pretty. Oh yeah, if you are gonna do it without protection and you have a baby MAKE DAMN SURE YOU HAVE A GOOD FATHER THAT'S GONNA TAKE CARE OF THA BABY! AND NOT LEAVE YOUR ASS! :)

Long,short. [Mostly for girls]

2009-05-10T10:59:00.000-07:00

WOW, I've noticed that alot of people are started to get short hair. I find that very awesome. Because with summer coming you don't want all you hair in your face. Even mah frans and I cut are hair short. Well at least some of us. ;p Hehe. But i must say right now mah hair isnt so awesome like others. It didn't turn out tha way i wanted it too. Hopefully by summer it will grow out. I'm sure it will, and when i get it cut again ill show tha lady what i want mah hair to look like. (: Ha last time i didn't have a picture to show. So i guess if you have a hairstyle in mind you might want to bring a picture. So it comes out tha way you want it to. XD Now long hair. I like long hair, and short but for somewhat reason long hair looks better on some people than short. But then after a while if you have short hair and it becomes long again for awhile people and yourself get used to it. Like meh I'm not used to having short hair also tha people around meh aren't used to seeing meh with long hair. LOL. Though i find it better to deal with than long hair. Anyway long hair and short hair are good to have on you head. But for meh i like long and short hair for different seasons. Like for winter fall long, Spring and summer short. It just works out better with tha weather. Hehe. -Gaby gave meh tha idea to blog about this so clap for Gaby! XD *Claps*

Trust.

2009-05-08T17:13:00.000-07:00

You cant trust everyone in tha world. Only VERY few. Trust meh i know. I've learned that you can't trust everyone tha hard way. I thought i could trust some people at mah school, and it ended up that i couldn't. Like this one dude. He told people something i told him NOT to tell. I forgot what it was that i told him. But anyway when i told him NOT to tell he TOLD anyway! I know i can;t trust him. But anyway be careful about tha people you choose to tell your secrets to. Cause once you tell them he/her they will tell everyone. If you don't pick tha right person. I'm not saying that you can't trust anyone. Yes there ARE people you CAN trust. I have a few. Though i don't have to name them they know who they are..Well, what I'm trying to say is watch out! Just don't tell anybody anything. Even most BOYS. There are ALOT of boys you cant trust and some you can. So if your planing to tell a boy something please make sure you and him are like best friends, or you guys are really close, because if you don't really know him well he might tell even if you tell him NOT to. Same goes with some girls. There are girls that you cant tell anything to, because they will just tell. But like boys and girls, some of them want to get into other peoples conversations and once they hear something that's very "juicy" sw they will tell everyone they know. Even if they don't know who its about. So yeah. There is one personyoucan trust without being judged is GOD!

You.

2009-05-06T16:36:00.000-07:00

Be who you are. Don't act like someone your not. I know some people that aren't who they make people think. Like this girl in mah class shes maybe what you may call smart. She is to
meh at least. Well anyway last year she was teachers pet. A little suck up to all tha teachers i guess maybe that's how she became teachers pet. But when tha teachers aren't in tha class
room she goes insane! I really think she shouldn't have coffee or alot of sweets in one day. Anyway tha other day she started swinging her head back and forth. sw then when tha teacher was out she started yelling for some reason. Which i have no idea why. But all in all shes and okay person to be

around... (:

Speak.

2009-05-06T15:51:00.000-07:00

Gah, i hate when some older people don't let you say what you think! [i think i said some of this in mah teachers post but this is somewhat different] Well I'm not gonna deal with it anymore. I'm tired of getting pushed around by people that are older than meh and not letting meh say what I have to say! Like today a teachers class walked into tha gym noisy when tha teacher went to go do some other things. And its MAH JOB AT SCHOOL to look after students when a grown up isn't around. So i did that and then she comes in and starts yelling at meh. I talked back to her i really don't give a fudge if she sends meh to tha principal. I told her that i was trying to help her out because her class was noisy and i was trying to make them be quiet and then she told meh to go to mah safety patrol spot. I walked away and rolled mah eyes i could feel her stare so i looked back. She tried to give meh tha "stare" which doesn't really scare meh. She looks like a RETARD WITH HER EYES STICKING OUT OF HER DAYUM HEAD! When i looked at her i told her to shut up walked away and didn't tell tha kids to be quiet or walk. I WANTED her to get MAD! Haha i got what i wanted she did. Well. Anyway what I'm trying to say make your voice be heard. Don't let all tha things bottle up inside you say what you want to say. But make sure its nothing REALLY BAD that will get you in BIG trouble just warning you, unless you want to but yeah just be careful still when you say what you think. Sometimes it can get you into trouble. But maybe to some of you its worth getting in trouble. Stick up for what you believe in don't let stupid people like a teacher put you down. Shes just trying to ruin your life because she/he doesn't have one probably. SO don't let people push you around. LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD! :D

Myspace.

2009-05-04T21:06:00.000-07:00

Ehh, to meh myspace isn't really tha "shiz" as it used to be. Before it was all over tha news now it isn't. Myspace isn't really big anymore. To meh i hardly even go on mine. Yeah sure once in a while but not 24/7. I think tha people who go on myspace 24/7 are probably addicted and new. OR they are just on it because they are really bored. Well for meh before when i used to love myspace when i was bored i used to change mah background and shiz. Now i don't. I just go on blogger and write in mah blog. Anyway when myspace used to be "bad" i find that it really hasn't changed much. There are still stalkers out there and shiz and people talking to minors. Yeah its STILL all going on. But people don't even think about it anymore so, alot of them think that it doesn't happen anymore but it does. Well yeah i don't really know what I'm writing in this one i just needed something to write about. So if this one was boring to read sorry.

Them, me.

2009-04-30T18:26:00.000-07:00

Judging. Everyone does it, and its not a nice thing to do. Especially when you dont even know tha person. We always judge people for what they look like from tha outside. Like maybe they look like tha most non caring person in tha world but when you take a walk in there shoes you find out that they ARE tha most caring person in tha world. You never really know what goes on in other peoples life unless they tell you. And i bet if they tell you they wouldn't want you to tell anyone. But anyway people get judged all tha time. But tha sad thing is, is tha person being judged is being judged for tha wrong reason. Hey maybe even tha person you are judging probably doesn't even judge people because maybe they know what it feels like to be judged. I'm not saying that i haven't judged someone before. Trust meh i have. But now I'm trying to stop, because i don't like being judged like when people say i look emo. They probably don't even know who i am, what happens in mah life. So they dont know tha reason why i look tha way i look. [I'm not emo or anything I'm just meh.] When people look a certain way like emo maybe theres a reason for that maybe something went wrong in their life. You never know. But you cant judge them because of what they look like it isn't right. You gotta look deeper.

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2009-04-30T17:10:00.000-07:00

Gah, everyone is like wearing tha same type of shiz! Converse, skinny jeans, areo. Yeah. Well to meh its getting kind of annoying!! :/ Areo for one is played out. Some people are making Converse look retarted tha way they wear it! And Skinny jeans everyone has them! And let meh to you some do NOT look right! Its blech on them. *Ugly image* *Barfs* Anyway i think people should really get some new clothes or some shiz. I mean i have no problem with Areo Converse and skinny jeans its just that some people need new clothes cause they wear tha same thing like EVERYDAY! Like this guys at mah school. One wears like tha same shirts. And tha other wears tha same pants! Ewuh much!? Yes ewuh! I mean i understand if you wear them twice a week but dayum a whole week that's wrong! But like for tha people that don't have a lot of clothes i understand. But those guys make them selves look like they have alot of money so shouldn't they at least have alot of pants?? I think they should. Now lets move onto Areo. Like i swear everyone might have like at least 1 areo thing or at least wants one! I mean i was just like that wanting to go to areo all tha time. But then when i went to there store one day i went there their clothes didn't look "original"! And i didn't like that. I didn't buy anything i just walked out of tha store. Now CONVERSE I HATE THA WAY SOME PEOPLE WEAR THEM!!!! THEY MAKE THEM LOOK SO STUPID!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT! I MEAN why cant they wear them just like normal shoes?!!?!?!? They have to wear stupid like.Try to STAND OUT! :)....So yeah. Hehe.

Stalkers. o.0

2009-04-29T16:57:00.000-07:00

Tha weridest thing happened to meh at school today....This dude keeps following meh. [im not gonna say his name] Anyway tha dude is a freaken werido. I really think he needs Meds to act like a normal child. [got that from Fred] ;pThat dude is insane though he stalked mah fran. He found out where she moved her phone number and who her parents are. Where her old house was. Whoes her brother and sister etc. It went from "Dora" to "Socko" to "Pinky" to MEH!! Hes stalked or IS stalking us. He even said Socko has a big butt! Perverted much?! Gosh that guy gives meh tha chills. Hes ewuh! Like i was going to go to tha endof tha line because he got to close to meh then hes gonna do back to tha end. Im like wtf?! Stupid stalker! But thankfully to mah frans that were in tha front of tha line said i could cut them. *relief* But tha scary thing was when i was going to tha end of tha line he smiled at meh! EWUH! EWUH! EWUH! EWUH! EWUH! EWUH!!! Oh yeah tha reason why we were in line was to get our work checked by tha teacher................... And then tha class went outside to do this Science thingy about wetlands. But when tha class was about to go inside he was trying to get by meh and i started cutting everyone. I really didnt want to be by him. EWUH EWUH EWUH! Good thing i didnt end up by him or else i would go crazy!!! Weird thing is he said he used to be a stalker before at his old school and said it was fun....=_=!

OH EM GEE!!.

2009-04-29T14:53:00.000-07:00

You all may know that there is a flu out there called tha Swine Flu. It came from Mexico and was brought here to America. In Indiana they said a student has caught tha flu but is still going to school. Well anyway tha person that has stared tha Swine Flu is getting better, but just to be on tha safe side. I think when schools have recess before lunch they should wash there hands.Very good like mah teacher said sing tha ABC. Then by tha time you stop singing you washed your hand long enough to get tha bacteria off. Oh yeah if you don't know what swine means it means pig. Tha reason why its called tha swine flu is because it came from pigs though it doesn't bother them like it does to us. Farmers in Mexico probably got it from tha pigs and brought it here to America. So just to be on tha safe side. Wash you hands cover your sneezes coughs. etc.

Love.

2009-04-28T19:17:00.000-07:00

Gosh i hate it when people say they love someone when they don't even know tha meaning of love. Love isnt based on looks. Its based on what tha person is on tha inside. Not because you just got a new boyfriend or a new girlfriend doesn't mean you have to or you love them right away. Even with tha love at first sight. I don't think that is true because love at first sight is being based on looks. Not what tha person is on tha inside. I'm not saying that you have to love everything single thing about tha person. I know that there will be flaws to tha person but its tha flaws that you don't care about not ones that will annoy tha hell out of you. All you care about is that person. And you don't care what people think about you and that person. Also what i mean about not looking for tha person for what they look on tha outside i mean look with in them, get to know tha real them. Yes, there are a lot of people that don't like to stand out like to fade into tha background but you never know maybe those kind of people may look like tha most boring person on tha world because you never see them doing anything interesting, but when you get to know them tha real them they might be tha most coolio person in tha world. You cant really ever judge someone based on their looks because maybe they don't want people to know tha real them because they would get judged. I'm sure you all have been scared to show tha real you at some point scared to show who you really are right?! I'm sure you have because even I have. Everyone has those days when they don't feel them they feel different or they just don't want to be noticed. Then there are people that have those days everyday. Maybe because they don't have any friends so try being there friends. And you never know maybe if you get to know tha real them you might actually learn to love that person.

SO much WALKING& RUNNING!!!

2009-04-28T17:45:00.000-07:00

Dudes, you should have saw how much i walked and ran it was like how many miles!? I walked to like to 3 different parks and went in 2 circles and went up and down [sw] from mah sisters work which is like 3 or something miles away from mah frans house 2 times! AND went to this girls house like 2 times! Gosh i was tired. Plus before i left i ate some food and drank soda really fast. By tha way i was with mah bestfrans. Jackie and Brenda. They are awesome anyway it was VERY tiring.I jus wanted to lay down on tha ground for like 10 mins. Though i couldn't or else i would get ran over. Hehe. Anyway that day was fun tiring and crazy. Also when we went to one of these parks i got mah shoes dirty and they were NEW and i got really sad. So when we went back to mah frans house i cleaned them. And tha worst thing was that mah best fran Jackie she got her shoes really dirty and it was all muddy. Ewuh. So we both cleaned our shoes. Aha we used alot of tissue. Anyway now they look okay. Doesn't have much of a newish look anymore but its still clean. Not as clean as before though. ;p {Frans=Friends}

Band Geek much?!

2009-04-28T17:28:00.000-07:00

Ahah, guess what!....I'm in band if you didn't know and i love it! Yeah i hate waking up early in tha morning but its worth hearing tha music. Tha music makes meh happy! :) I play tha flute. I don't suck I'm happy to say. Mah band teachers say I'm very good. :D *thank you* Umm, Hm i like to sit in tha first seat or tha very last. Though i find tha first seat better. So i don't get hit by someones flute. But then i also find tha last seat also good because i don't have to hit anyone with mah flute. Lol. I think i like tha way tha percussion sounds with tha band. It makes meh smile though i try to hide it so that no one thinks I'm retarted for smiling. AHA. Also i kinda dont like that you cant hear tha flutes but then like it at tha same time because if we tha flute section messes up you can really hear us over tha other band members. ;p

Teachers. etc.

2009-04-27T17:43:00.000-07:00

Teachers can get very annoying during school hours, and i mean VERY! Its like you want to rip their head off!.....Its like you walk into school kinda happy then boom annoyed or sad because of some stupid teacher!...... You know when teachers tell you to be quiet and then you do then they start talking?! Well i hate when they do that! Like how do you tell students to be quiet and then talk yourself. I mean wouldn't you think tha rules apply to them also!? I would i mean they enforce tha rules. But yet some of them don't follow them. Unless they come across tha principal. Of course they would try to act all good to keep their job. Gah. Also like when they tell you to stop talking about other students because that isn't right and then they go talking about other teachers. I mean like wtf!? How do you tell students to NOT do something then go doing it yourself?! Well to meh i find that kinda stupid! Actually VERY stupid. I think teachers like those shouldn't work at tha school. I mean like really how do you teach students something that you don't even do! I mean aren't we tha students supposed to follow what they do. I mean that's what they want right?? I think so...And then they tell you that you are a role model for tha younger students and that we should do good things. I mean i know that and i understand little kids would follow what we do but i mean who are we supposed to look up to. During school hours!? No one!? Like i said wouldn't they want us to follow what they do!? If you compare tha teachers and tha students together you dont really see a difference we are almost alike! Though they dont look at it that way.

Another thing that makes meh mad is when a teacher assumes that you are doing something and they don't even know tha whole story and when you start to explain they get mad. I mean don't you think we have a right to say something of what they think!? Say OUR side of tha story!? I mean yeah we are much younger than them, but it still doesn't give them a right to do things like that. I mean like during Social Studies they taught or are teaching you about free will. Well i mean i think if we learn about that we should have it right. I know we do but in school its like we don't. I find that retarted.

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Shout out!

2009-04-27T17:33:00.000-07:00

Ayee thurr matees. Umm, i want to make a shout out to mah cousin "Annie" for inspiring me. Also showing meh this site. ;p By tha way i love your blog. Its awesome, and i want to make a shout out also to tha people that annoy tha crap out of meh. If it wasn't for you i wouldn't have anything to talk about. Rofl.